Now I am looking for a part time business opportunity..called drop shipping
It's quite hard to find a dropshipping business that meet my criteria..
I want a company/person who offers a drop shipping business which can be trusted..
For your information, in drop shipping program, you acts as the agent/middle person between the customer and the business owner..
you get the commission from sales, and the business owner will sent the product to the customer, so it is important to look for a business owner which have a good track record and can be trusted..
For my business of selling kain sulam, i plan to continue doing it since i have quite many customer already and a few of my family who acts as my agent..but for now i need to clear all old stocks first...
All this money is will all be kept for my future expenses, so that when i need it..i have money to use for it..
and for jodoh, I hope if there is still jodoh for me out there, i hope this time it will come in a calm condition..
no more forcing, no more conflicts arises..just plain calmness and well planned..In Shaa Allah...
I really need the calmness....
Sunday, 22 September 2013
My TOP 10 WishList...
i'm sure everybody has their own wishlist..
I don't like posting my personal wishlist on facebook..cause it may attracts many unneeded attention and might also get unnneeded comments...
My Top Ten Wishlist Now..
1. Perfect Love
A perfect loving spouse which will stay together no matter what happens, highly tolerate, take care of his solah, positive attitude, love to tithe, hardworking, very responsible, treat parent with respect, kind hearted, financially very stable...
2. Child
Of course this is a great time to start a family
3. Happy and healthy parents
I hope my parents are healthy and happy..of course I want them to enjoy their life
Hope my mom will be free from cancer soon..and my father get back his lost spirit...
4.Slim
Of couse it's good to maintain good health and as a preparation for wedding and pregnancy and birth journey
5.Sedekah continously
Of course, to maintain good cash flow in our life..we must give first to receive
6. Business is going very well and money keeps pouring in
In Shaa Allah
7. Career
Keep a good track recod of it, maintain it with no problem...
8. Supportive + Kind hearted friends
of couse you need this so much, especially having good girlfriends
9. Good neighbour
A must, we live in society..so having good neighbour is must
10. Health and happiness, and a calm heart
The most precious gift of all...Thank U Allah
I don't like posting my personal wishlist on facebook..cause it may attracts many unneeded attention and might also get unnneeded comments...
My Top Ten Wishlist Now..
1. Perfect Love
A perfect loving spouse which will stay together no matter what happens, highly tolerate, take care of his solah, positive attitude, love to tithe, hardworking, very responsible, treat parent with respect, kind hearted, financially very stable...
2. Child
Of course this is a great time to start a family
3. Happy and healthy parents
I hope my parents are healthy and happy..of course I want them to enjoy their life
Hope my mom will be free from cancer soon..and my father get back his lost spirit...
4.Slim
Of couse it's good to maintain good health and as a preparation for wedding and pregnancy and birth journey
5.Sedekah continously
Of course, to maintain good cash flow in our life..we must give first to receive
6. Business is going very well and money keeps pouring in
In Shaa Allah
7. Career
Keep a good track recod of it, maintain it with no problem...
8. Supportive + Kind hearted friends
of couse you need this so much, especially having good girlfriends
9. Good neighbour
A must, we live in society..so having good neighbour is must
10. Health and happiness, and a calm heart
The most precious gift of all...Thank U Allah
Tuesday, 17 September 2013
Dont' Judge..
Judging is something that we sometimes did with or without intention.
I find it's hard sometimes not to judge people..
and sometimes when you don't judge people, people judge you
if it's a positive judgement, it will makes you happy
but if it's a negative judgement, sometimes it can make us feel angry
I do sometimes get criticized for my behaviour or actions
sometimes i try to be positive about it
but when people tends to take advantage
and keeps on repeating it over and over again..
that's when i'll be exploded
and once exploded, sometimes it's hard for me to get it over in a short time
(it seems like, oh no! this time you already pressed the wrong button)
the only i did is just distance myself away from that person to avoid more negative statements
i read about a status on fb just now about people commented about a girl working
at frontdesk in my village
a person said that she was so "sombong" as she works at frontdesk and rarely put a smile to customer
and many people put on more comments on her
and some of them are quite rude
the status start with a female said this
and some of the comments are;
I find it's hard sometimes not to judge people..
and sometimes when you don't judge people, people judge you
if it's a positive judgement, it will makes you happy
but if it's a negative judgement, sometimes it can make us feel angry
I do sometimes get criticized for my behaviour or actions
sometimes i try to be positive about it
but when people tends to take advantage
and keeps on repeating it over and over again..
that's when i'll be exploded
and once exploded, sometimes it's hard for me to get it over in a short time
(it seems like, oh no! this time you already pressed the wrong button)
the only i did is just distance myself away from that person to avoid more negative statements
i read about a status on fb just now about people commented about a girl working
at frontdesk in my village
a person said that she was so "sombong" as she works at frontdesk and rarely put a smile to customer
and many people put on more comments on her
and some of them are quite rude
the status start with a female said this
and some of the comments are;
pernah p sekali dan terakhir...servis down...arap muka ja blh buat aset tapi budi bahasa NO...
klu hat jantan 2,krg ajar...xdk bahasa,minta pihak atasan pantau skt...yg pompuan 2...muka selalu msm jerk..lbh krg la
Dah slalu sgt tgk org komplen pasai kaunter2 kt pjbt pos pendang ni...memg trukla lau mcm tu...keje front desk ni muka kna manis ngan snyuman...
i know all this person may have bad experiences with this girl, but badmouthing her behind her back is not a right action
it seems like you are publicly insulting other person on fb without her knowing about it (i wonder what it feels if we were on the same condition as this, yess..as we also know that we are humans and always do mistake)
If you are not happy with the services, i think there's many ways you can express it nicely to that person for at least she knows..
i'm not perfect either, and yes sometimes i do have my own difficult time with some people, and good relationship with other people..i wrote this just from my point of view and if there's anyone out there have different opinion, it's fine..i respect your opinion as your respect mine.......
Monday, 16 September 2013
Being Thankful For The Last Broken Relationship...
I wrote this just to make myself feel better..
It's so annoying how my last relationship ends..
I planned to end it nicely, but it ends with blaming each other..
I think both parties hurt not because the relationship doesn't work but the blaming part..
I accepted what has happened and there are 10 goodness of the broken relationship has brought me
1.Thanks for the broken relationship, it makes me grow stronger
2. Thanks for the broken relationship, it makes me improve myself better
3. Thanks for the broken relationship, I've learned blaming each other doesn't bring us any benefit
4. Thanks for the broken relationship, i bought a book to improve my next relationship
5. Thanks for the broken relationship, I have more time to spend with my family when my parents got sick this year
6. Thanks for the broken relationship, I realized that only forgiveness can heal the resentment and pain
7. Thanks for the broken relationship, I realized that the world is big enough and filled with a lot of fun, hopes, and more cheerfullness
8. Thanks for the broken relationship, I have grow more mature
9. Thanks for the relationship, it makes me becoming more ready for the upcoming future
10. Thanks for the broken relationship, I believe that I deserved to have a happy life and have more time to look for money that I need for my wedding and expenses after wedding.
11. Thanks for the broken relationship, it makes me back on my business back and it's growing well now.
It's so annoying how my last relationship ends..
I planned to end it nicely, but it ends with blaming each other..
I think both parties hurt not because the relationship doesn't work but the blaming part..
I accepted what has happened and there are 10 goodness of the broken relationship has brought me
1.Thanks for the broken relationship, it makes me grow stronger
2. Thanks for the broken relationship, it makes me improve myself better
3. Thanks for the broken relationship, I've learned blaming each other doesn't bring us any benefit
4. Thanks for the broken relationship, i bought a book to improve my next relationship
5. Thanks for the broken relationship, I have more time to spend with my family when my parents got sick this year
6. Thanks for the broken relationship, I realized that only forgiveness can heal the resentment and pain
7. Thanks for the broken relationship, I realized that the world is big enough and filled with a lot of fun, hopes, and more cheerfullness
8. Thanks for the broken relationship, I have grow more mature
9. Thanks for the relationship, it makes me becoming more ready for the upcoming future
10. Thanks for the broken relationship, I believe that I deserved to have a happy life and have more time to look for money that I need for my wedding and expenses after wedding.
11. Thanks for the broken relationship, it makes me back on my business back and it's growing well now.
Make All Your Wishes Come True....
These are my top tens desire, which I want to ask from Allah
I read this in a book that by using the Law of Attraction, we can select ten desires from different areas of of your life, such as money, health, home, and relationships, or you might want to choose ten desires in one area you really want to change, such as work or succes.
Write them as though you've received them;
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for my parents and family who is always be with me even how bad I am
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for all money that keeps pouring in through my business
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for the perfect loving soulmate you've sent me
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for the news we are getting married and have a baby
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for tripling my sales this month
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for my health you've given me
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for the unexpected money for my pregnancy and birth expenses in private hospital
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for how easy and effortless my path was
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for all the love I got from people around me
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for finally let me transfer easily to my hometown and be near with all people I love the most
I read this in a book that by using the Law of Attraction, we can select ten desires from different areas of of your life, such as money, health, home, and relationships, or you might want to choose ten desires in one area you really want to change, such as work or succes.
Write them as though you've received them;
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for my parents and family who is always be with me even how bad I am
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for all money that keeps pouring in through my business
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for the perfect loving soulmate you've sent me
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for the news we are getting married and have a baby
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for tripling my sales this month
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for my health you've given me
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for the unexpected money for my pregnancy and birth expenses in private hospital
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for how easy and effortless my path was
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for all the love I got from people around me
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Allah for finally let me transfer easily to my hometown and be near with all people I love the most
Tuesday, 10 September 2013
What I Want Now?
I want to get marry and have kids..
Have a loving and blisfull marriage,
benefits both parties..
a meaningfull relationship..
love each other so much...
have kids
with positive birth experiences...(this is must)
loves each other so much
get to spend quality time with them
Have a loving and blisfull marriage,
benefits both parties..
a meaningfull relationship..
love each other so much...
have kids
with positive birth experiences...(this is must)
loves each other so much
get to spend quality time with them
Sunday, 8 September 2013
How To Get Everything In Life
Found this article..and I think it's true and nice info for sharings...
May all of us can benefit from it..
The biggest drag in life seems to be when routine sets in and you lose all sense of purpose. What makes this even worse is when chaos sets in from some area of life, such as with finances, and causes you to feel like you're losing control over everything. Here's how to get back control and accomplish all the things you want to do.
1.Realize what you would like to accomplish and why. Many people these days have a lot of goals but do not actually realize what they truly want in their life. You should not think what you want "from" life, but think what you want "in" life. If you find what you want feelings rather than material possessions, this is the article for you. Simply putting focus on something can greatly increase it's chances in manifesting in your life.
2.Begin with making a column. Within the column list out your current situations and brainstorm pathways to get you on the right road success. Reminder: Getting everything you want cannot be done alone. Gathering support from others is always a brilliant way to get your foot in the door. The sky is the limit, and achieving your dreams is something that we all have the privilege to strive for. For many the dream will be lived, and unfortunately for some failure looms.
Identify Obstacles. Make a second column after the first one. In this column, write down everything that's preventing you from accomplishing that task. Be completely honest. If it's not enough money, write it. If it's not enough time, write it. If there is nothing preventing you from getting something done, write that down. Identifying any obstacles that are preventing you from accomplishing anything is one of the most important elements here. This will serve two purposes - it will highlight all the things you can do that you've just been lazy about (such as laundry), and it will give you an idea on what you need to overcome to get those items crossed off your list. What's important to realize at this point is that the underlying cause is, ultimately, that inaction is the number one thing preventing you from doing all these things. This leads you to the next column.
Formulate a Plan. Make a third column and write down a plan of action now that you know what's preventing you from accomplishing everything you want. The reality is that you have to take action, and without having a plan, you'll just keep spinning your wheels and nothing will get done. If one of your obstacles is not enough money, maybe you can write down ideas on how to make more money, how to spend less money, or how to get a handle on your finances. If there is nothing preventing you from doing something, write down that you need to JUST DO IT! If your goal is "Learn to ride a motorcycle", and not having a motorcycle is what's preventing you, write down "find a friend with a motorcycle" or "save money for a motorcycle". Write down anything that comes to mind.
Put Your Plan Into Action. Now that you have a plan, you need to act on it. It is all up to you at this point.
TIPS
May all of us can benefit from it..
The biggest drag in life seems to be when routine sets in and you lose all sense of purpose. What makes this even worse is when chaos sets in from some area of life, such as with finances, and causes you to feel like you're losing control over everything. Here's how to get back control and accomplish all the things you want to do.
1.Realize what you would like to accomplish and why. Many people these days have a lot of goals but do not actually realize what they truly want in their life. You should not think what you want "from" life, but think what you want "in" life. If you find what you want feelings rather than material possessions, this is the article for you. Simply putting focus on something can greatly increase it's chances in manifesting in your life.
2.Begin with making a column. Within the column list out your current situations and brainstorm pathways to get you on the right road success. Reminder: Getting everything you want cannot be done alone. Gathering support from others is always a brilliant way to get your foot in the door. The sky is the limit, and achieving your dreams is something that we all have the privilege to strive for. For many the dream will be lived, and unfortunately for some failure looms.
Identify Obstacles. Make a second column after the first one. In this column, write down everything that's preventing you from accomplishing that task. Be completely honest. If it's not enough money, write it. If it's not enough time, write it. If there is nothing preventing you from getting something done, write that down. Identifying any obstacles that are preventing you from accomplishing anything is one of the most important elements here. This will serve two purposes - it will highlight all the things you can do that you've just been lazy about (such as laundry), and it will give you an idea on what you need to overcome to get those items crossed off your list. What's important to realize at this point is that the underlying cause is, ultimately, that inaction is the number one thing preventing you from doing all these things. This leads you to the next column.
Formulate a Plan. Make a third column and write down a plan of action now that you know what's preventing you from accomplishing everything you want. The reality is that you have to take action, and without having a plan, you'll just keep spinning your wheels and nothing will get done. If one of your obstacles is not enough money, maybe you can write down ideas on how to make more money, how to spend less money, or how to get a handle on your finances. If there is nothing preventing you from doing something, write down that you need to JUST DO IT! If your goal is "Learn to ride a motorcycle", and not having a motorcycle is what's preventing you, write down "find a friend with a motorcycle" or "save money for a motorcycle". Write down anything that comes to mind.
Put Your Plan Into Action. Now that you have a plan, you need to act on it. It is all up to you at this point.
TIPS
- Understand that the quickest way to a rich life is to want less. Think carefully about what you REALLY want, fast forward and ask yourself what you will want/how you will feel after you accomplish what is on your list. Will you be happier? Are you sure? Happiness comes from within and from how you view the world you find yourself in. You can either change the situation you are in, or change the way you feel about it; those are always your only two choices.
- Resolve to do whatever it takes to get your life in order or accomplish the things you want. If one thing doesn't work, do not give up. Simply reevaluate your plan and make adjustments. Try to find new ideas on how to accomplish the things on your list.
- Utilize External Resources. If you're trying to get your finances in order, enlist the help of a financial advisor, look up articles on how to save money, etc. There are plenty of resources out there that are readily available for free.
Saturday, 7 September 2013
Having a nice day and night out with friends..
Yesterday, my girlfriends and me went to a place named Shabu Shabu for dinner
The specialty there is steamboat..
there's a varieties of choice for steamboat there..
very satisfying and recommended for those who love steamboat
and last midnight
we planned to go for movie
the real plan was to watch Tanda Putera
but then when we arrived at Aeon Seksyen 18
there was a lot of people wearing songkok near the ticket counter
and we was.....like feeling weird for a while
and yesssssss.........all that songkok men already bought all tickets for the movie..
the tickets are SOLD OUTTTTTTTTT
Then we changed plan
and just watched Riddick
for me it's quite a weird story....
not recommended for watching (my opinion, it's still up to you if you want to watch the movie)
The specialty there is steamboat..
there's a varieties of choice for steamboat there..
very satisfying and recommended for those who love steamboat
and last midnight
we planned to go for movie
the real plan was to watch Tanda Putera
but then when we arrived at Aeon Seksyen 18
there was a lot of people wearing songkok near the ticket counter
and we was.....like feeling weird for a while
and yesssssss.........all that songkok men already bought all tickets for the movie..
the tickets are SOLD OUTTTTTTTTT
Then we changed plan
and just watched Riddick
for me it's quite a weird story....
not recommended for watching (my opinion, it's still up to you if you want to watch the movie)
Thursday, 5 September 2013
i believe there's still out there...
Dear Allah,
i believe there's still a "jodoh" for me out there
just let me know by opening my heart to accept him
cause i don't want to waste my time anymore
getting into unfruitful relationship...
just send me the right person
and open my heart to accept him
and please Ya Allah...
this time please, don't let me back off again
i just want to move forward...
i believe there's still a "jodoh" for me out there
just let me know by opening my heart to accept him
cause i don't want to waste my time anymore
getting into unfruitful relationship...
just send me the right person
and open my heart to accept him
and please Ya Allah...
this time please, don't let me back off again
i just want to move forward...
Browsing through messages.....
I browsed through old messages (my last one broken relationship which could not be saved)
Then i found that, how the relationship has turned out so fast from sweet, loving and caring to ignorance, harsh and blaming each other..
Yes, it is so sad it has to end in a way we both each other feel so regrets of what happened..
I think we both already tried hard enough, but it finally come to maximum level that we can't control our anger and frustation
Everything exploded....
And of course, it's not only him to be blame about...
I on the other hand did do a lot of mistakes too...
He already started a relationship with someone else..
Yes, it's true in our society male has better chances of finding a spouse faster than female
I wish him all the best (even he does not know about this)
I on the other hand
still hoping to meet my Mr Right
I am no longer in search
But I just pray to Allah to just show me the right person
and open my heart
I just want to let Allah move all the people, the circumstances and events around me to get me to my soulmate
and I hope this one will last forever
I depend solely now only on Allah's help
As for what I've tried has not achieved it's target
We all know only Allah can solve all of our problems, shows us the right path to go through
I love kids
i think the greatest gift from Allah to a woman is the ability to carry a child in her womb
and give birth.. despite all the pain and scariness
I do feel gratefull to Allah for finally gave me the thought of getting into marriage
Before this, i never thought of marriage
Now i've already change my frequency
But i seriously hope
i don't know who is that person
where is he now
how am i going to meet him
But i hope
he is a good Allah's servant
he takes care of his solat 5 times a day
he takes care of the hearts of people around him
he'll be gentle to my parents
be gentle to me
advice me with good advices
fill me with love (i need to fill myself with love too)
keep me strong when i'm weak
love to tithe
quite good looking
financially secure and comfortable (cause i need to support my family, so i hope for someone who is not financially dependant on his wife)
Now i know what i want in my heart right now
I want to be a wife and a mother
Be a strong mother who is strong enough to go through labor process
(either it's normal or caesarean)
eventhough i am a freak
and only Allah can grant me my wishes..
Thank u Allah, thank u Allah, thank u Allah
Then i found that, how the relationship has turned out so fast from sweet, loving and caring to ignorance, harsh and blaming each other..
Yes, it is so sad it has to end in a way we both each other feel so regrets of what happened..
I think we both already tried hard enough, but it finally come to maximum level that we can't control our anger and frustation
Everything exploded....
And of course, it's not only him to be blame about...
I on the other hand did do a lot of mistakes too...
He already started a relationship with someone else..
Yes, it's true in our society male has better chances of finding a spouse faster than female
I wish him all the best (even he does not know about this)
I on the other hand
still hoping to meet my Mr Right
I am no longer in search
But I just pray to Allah to just show me the right person
and open my heart
I just want to let Allah move all the people, the circumstances and events around me to get me to my soulmate
and I hope this one will last forever
I depend solely now only on Allah's help
As for what I've tried has not achieved it's target
We all know only Allah can solve all of our problems, shows us the right path to go through
I love kids
i think the greatest gift from Allah to a woman is the ability to carry a child in her womb
and give birth.. despite all the pain and scariness
I do feel gratefull to Allah for finally gave me the thought of getting into marriage
Before this, i never thought of marriage
Now i've already change my frequency
But i seriously hope
i don't know who is that person
where is he now
how am i going to meet him
But i hope
he is a good Allah's servant
he takes care of his solat 5 times a day
he takes care of the hearts of people around him
he'll be gentle to my parents
be gentle to me
advice me with good advices
fill me with love (i need to fill myself with love too)
keep me strong when i'm weak
love to tithe
quite good looking
financially secure and comfortable (cause i need to support my family, so i hope for someone who is not financially dependant on his wife)
Now i know what i want in my heart right now
I want to be a wife and a mother
Be a strong mother who is strong enough to go through labor process
(either it's normal or caesarean)
eventhough i am a freak
and only Allah can grant me my wishes..
Thank u Allah, thank u Allah, thank u Allah
Wednesday, 4 September 2013
Reading a manual...and I found that it's true...
I read a manual on relationship...
Man Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus
and to tell you the truth, it's true..
how man and woman reacts to problem
and how this misconception can cause us to suffer from relationship problems
Since I been in a relationship last year and already broke up..
it's true that our relationship actually broke up because of this misunderstanding
Yes, it's true sometimes he was so gentle, so caring and warm towards me
and suddenly without a warning, he seems to distance himself away for a while
and when he comes back, it takes a bit longer time for me to warm up with him again...
We went through this cycle for a few times,
until the last time it explodes due to interferences of third party..
I don't know how my next relationship is going to be
and if he comes back
there's a few things need to be resolved
but i don't think he's coming back
cause I heard that he's getting marry this year..
it's up to him
there's no benefit of chasing after him again if he doesn't make the decision to reconcile back with me (hahahaha)
I've already move on a long time ago
already forgive what has happened
but just a bit shy of what has already happened
I don't think much of him
it's just when i read the manual
i did remember back all the confusions that has happened
now, i'm still reading the manual for better understanding on a man's behaviour
it's true...
we can never be the same..
cause Men Are From Mars, and Women Are From Venus...
hahahaha..........
Man Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus
and to tell you the truth, it's true..
how man and woman reacts to problem
and how this misconception can cause us to suffer from relationship problems
Since I been in a relationship last year and already broke up..
it's true that our relationship actually broke up because of this misunderstanding
Yes, it's true sometimes he was so gentle, so caring and warm towards me
and suddenly without a warning, he seems to distance himself away for a while
and when he comes back, it takes a bit longer time for me to warm up with him again...
We went through this cycle for a few times,
until the last time it explodes due to interferences of third party..
I don't know how my next relationship is going to be
and if he comes back
there's a few things need to be resolved
but i don't think he's coming back
cause I heard that he's getting marry this year..
it's up to him
there's no benefit of chasing after him again if he doesn't make the decision to reconcile back with me (hahahaha)
I've already move on a long time ago
already forgive what has happened
but just a bit shy of what has already happened
I don't think much of him
it's just when i read the manual
i did remember back all the confusions that has happened
now, i'm still reading the manual for better understanding on a man's behaviour
it's true...
we can never be the same..
cause Men Are From Mars, and Women Are From Venus...
hahahaha..........
Tuesday, 3 September 2013
Be positve...and you will shine like a diamond.....
All negative thoughts in your mind does not harm others except You
It only harms You
So, be positive
Cause all the positive thoughts not only benefits You
It also benefits OTHERS AS WELL.......
It only harms You
So, be positive
Cause all the positive thoughts not only benefits You
It also benefits OTHERS AS WELL.......
Sometimes, it's not all about money...
Duit, duit, duit
Saya tak nafikan saya tergolong dalam golongan yang suka mencari duit
Dengan duit saya boleh menjamin kesejahteraan diri dan keluarga
Dengan duit peluang hidup boleh dinikmati lebih baik
Dengan duit boleh merapatkan silaturrahhim
Dengan duit boleh membantu diri sendiri dan orang lain
Tapi tak semua yang kita lakukan semata-mata kerana duit
Saya sukakan kerjaya saya dan duit yang saya peroleh dari kerja saya
Walaupun kerjaya saya tidaklah memberi kemewahan dunia
Yang saya inginkan seperti yang pernah diimpikan berbelas tahun lalu
Tapi ada satu kepuasan yan lain dalam kerjaya saya
Suatu kepuasan menatap wajah anak-anak yang sedang membesar
Yang dahagakan ilmu
Yang dahagakan kasih sayang dan perhatian
Kadangkala memang kenakalan dan kebiadapan segelintir anak remaja
Mengundang rasa kemarahan dalam hati
Tapi marah saya bukan kerana benci
Marah saya kerana ingin mendidik dan memperbetulkan keadaan
Dan itulah manisnya kerjaya saya
Memberi, memberi dan memberi untuk anak bangsa
Bila memberi, hati lebih bahagia daripada menerima
Terbit kepuasan dalam hati
Bila mana sikap-sikap anak-anak didikku
Berubah ke arah lebih positif
Mengajar memang mudah
Tapi mendidik lebih payah
Namun manisnya mendidik lebih indah
It's true..so true..
Sometimes, it's not all about money...
But it doesn't mean I cannot find more money
There's a lot of ways u can find money
Monday, 2 September 2013
Ya Allah...Permudahkanlah
Ya Allah..
Sesungguhnya aku bermohon padaMu
Hanya engkau yang tahu jawapan bagi setiap persoalan
Ya Allah
Kau permudahkanlah jodohku
Bukakanlah pintu hatiku
Seluas-luasnya
Bukakanlah Ya Allah
Bukakanlah Ya Allah
Bukakanlah Ya Allah
Permudahkanlah Ya Allah
"Tuhanku, permudahkanlah dan janganlah engkau sukarkan kerana Engkaulah Yang Maha memudahkan segala yang susah adalah mudah bagiMu
Ya Allah, sempurnakanlah dengan kebaikan, dengan rahmatMu Ya Arhamar Rahimin"
Sesungguhnya aku bermohon padaMu
Hanya engkau yang tahu jawapan bagi setiap persoalan
Ya Allah
Kau permudahkanlah jodohku
Bukakanlah pintu hatiku
Seluas-luasnya
Bukakanlah Ya Allah
Bukakanlah Ya Allah
Bukakanlah Ya Allah
Permudahkanlah Ya Allah
"Tuhanku, permudahkanlah dan janganlah engkau sukarkan kerana Engkaulah Yang Maha memudahkan segala yang susah adalah mudah bagiMu
Ya Allah, sempurnakanlah dengan kebaikan, dengan rahmatMu Ya Arhamar Rahimin"
Sunday, 1 September 2013
My Biggest Wish This Year..
I want to get marry and have kids...
and of course I need a guy with willpower...
please Ya Allah, do grant me my wish...
and my parents wish too...
Saya sendiri tak pasti kenapa..
tahun ni saya asyik terfikir pasal kawin ja..
sebelum ni saya tak la jenis yang terlalu fikir sangat tentang soal kawin..
masa tahun 2008, 2009, 2010 saya tak nafikan isu kawin ni timbul..
ramai kawan-kawan zaman belajar dulu mula mendirikan rumah tangga
dan rumah saya mula dibanjiri kad kawin kawan-kawan
tapi saya sendiri tak pernah fikir soal kawin
ada yang datang merisik tapi disebabkan hati saya belum terbuka
dan saya tahu saya belum sedia memikul tanggungjawab menjadi isteri dan ibu
maka saya menolak untuk berkahwin dengan alasan tidak bersedia..
ditambah pula dengan keadaan diri yang tiada steady boyfriend
memang langsung tak terlintas di fikiran masa tu
Saya pernah bincang dengan seorang kawan saya tentang isu kahwin ni
Kebetulan dia pun sama seperti saya
Tak terlintas mengenai isu kahwin dalam kepala
sampai kami terfikir "normal tak kami ni?" (hahahaha..terukkan?)
Tak dinafikan hidup bujang memang seronok
Apatah lagi bila ada duit sendiri
Tapi saya bersyukur masa saya bujang
Banyak masa saya dimanfaatkan bersama keluarga (terutamanya mak dan ayah)
Tapi sekarang seolah-olah sudah sampai seru
Lagipun saya sendiri sudah kasihan mendengar mak ayah meminta saya berkahwin
Sebelum ni hajat mak dan ayah nak ke Mekah
dan hajat tu dah tercapai bila mak dan ayah dapat menunaikan umrah awal tahun ini
Mak dan ayah cakap hajat seterusnya ialah teringin nak tengok saya kahwin
Saya buat dengar tak dengar je bila ayah cakap
Tetapi sebenarnya dalam diam-diam saya rasa sebak bila ayah cakap macam tu
Terfikir dalam hati, macam manala saya nak tunaikan hasrat ayah
Sedangkan calonnya pun saya belum ada
Dan selepas putus cinta kali kelima, saya memang pernah menangis teresak-esak sorang-sorang sebab saya sedih sangat
Saya rasa saya dah mencuba sedaya upaya tapi tetap gagal
Saya rasa cemburu melihat orang lain yang mudah saja jalan percintaannya menuju ke perkahwinan dan akhirnya ada keluarga yang bahagia
Lebih cemburu lagi bila tengok baby-baby yang comel (walaupun bila terfikir tentang bersalin ada terselit perasaan takut)
Jadi saya secara tak langsung saya buat persediaan diri
Saya beli buku tentang pregnancy 'What To Expect When You Are Expecting"
sebagai persediaan mental dan pengetahuan
Saya beli buku tentang perhubungan
Saya cuba positifkan minda tentang perkahwinan
Saya cari maklumat tentang apa yang perlu dibuat bila tahu kita dah mengandung dan sebagainya
Saya tanya pengalaman kawan-kawan yang dah melaluinya
Sebab saya tahu perkara pertama yang saya inginkan dari sebuah perkahwinan
Ialah baby yang comel, walau macam mana takut sekalipun saya nak menghadapi proses kelahiran nanti
Saya sendiri rasa saya sudah bersedia dari segi fizikal, mental, emosi dan kewangan untuk berkahwin dan mampu menghadapi cabaran berumahtangga dan bertolak ansur dalam rumah tangga
Oleh itu, saya harap tahun ni Allah temukan dan permudahkanlah urusan jodoh saya
Mungkin ini yang dikatakan orang maksud "sudah sampai seru"
Sampai satu tahap kita rasa kita sudah bersedia untuk ke arah itu
Cuma saya mohon Allah tetapkanlah hati saya untuk berkahwin walau apa jua cabaran dan rintangannya sebelum saya kahwin
Dan kali ni setelah gagal juga dalam perhubungan untuk kali kelima
Saya memang bertekad dalam hati
Saya ingin berkahwin dan mempunyai anak sendiri
Oleh itu, kalau ada pinangan dari lelaki yang baik tahun ini
In Shaa Allah saya akan terima
dan saya tak akan berfikir kedua kali lagi dah
Cukuplah apa yang telah saya harungi dulu
Impian-impian palsu yang tidak kesampaian
Saya tak mahu lagi menoleh ke belakang dan melihat masa silam
Saya ingin bergerak ke hadapan
Menghadapi segala cabaran, rintangan dan kebahagiaan
Apa pun yang berlaku selepas ini saya anggap sebagai sedikit ujian untuk mencapai kebahagiaan dan kepuasan hidup
Saya berazam kali ini saya akan terus berjuang ke hadapan
Meninggalkan masa-masa silam yang tidak kesampaian
Membina kehidupan baru dengan penuh semangat dan kebahagiaan
Cuma saya mohon sekarang pada Allah
Temukanlah saya dengan cinta sejati, jodoh peneman hidup yang terbaik
Sesungguhnya saya berserah dan memohon hanya padaNya
Saya juga berharap moga penyakit kanser mak saya sembuh
Dan ayah juga semakin sihat (ayah diserang strok bulan Jun lalu)
Dan moga rezeki adik saya dan isterinya makin melimpah ruah
Moga saya juga Allah beri kesihatan yang baik
Agar boleh saya jaga diri saya sendiri sebaiknya dan
jaga orang lain
Dan bahagiakanlah kehidupan kami
Serta limpahkanlah rahmat dan rezekimu buat kami
Permudahkanlah Ya Allah
p/s : Saya suka menulis sebab saya rasa dengan menulis, saya mengekspresikan semua perasaan dan keinginan saya..
Moga segala impian jadi kenyataan
and of course I need a guy with willpower...
please Ya Allah, do grant me my wish...
and my parents wish too...
Saya sendiri tak pasti kenapa..
tahun ni saya asyik terfikir pasal kawin ja..
sebelum ni saya tak la jenis yang terlalu fikir sangat tentang soal kawin..
masa tahun 2008, 2009, 2010 saya tak nafikan isu kawin ni timbul..
ramai kawan-kawan zaman belajar dulu mula mendirikan rumah tangga
dan rumah saya mula dibanjiri kad kawin kawan-kawan
tapi saya sendiri tak pernah fikir soal kawin
ada yang datang merisik tapi disebabkan hati saya belum terbuka
dan saya tahu saya belum sedia memikul tanggungjawab menjadi isteri dan ibu
maka saya menolak untuk berkahwin dengan alasan tidak bersedia..
ditambah pula dengan keadaan diri yang tiada steady boyfriend
memang langsung tak terlintas di fikiran masa tu
Saya pernah bincang dengan seorang kawan saya tentang isu kahwin ni
Kebetulan dia pun sama seperti saya
Tak terlintas mengenai isu kahwin dalam kepala
sampai kami terfikir "normal tak kami ni?" (hahahaha..terukkan?)
Tak dinafikan hidup bujang memang seronok
Apatah lagi bila ada duit sendiri
Tapi saya bersyukur masa saya bujang
Banyak masa saya dimanfaatkan bersama keluarga (terutamanya mak dan ayah)
Tapi sekarang seolah-olah sudah sampai seru
Lagipun saya sendiri sudah kasihan mendengar mak ayah meminta saya berkahwin
Sebelum ni hajat mak dan ayah nak ke Mekah
dan hajat tu dah tercapai bila mak dan ayah dapat menunaikan umrah awal tahun ini
Mak dan ayah cakap hajat seterusnya ialah teringin nak tengok saya kahwin
Saya buat dengar tak dengar je bila ayah cakap
Tetapi sebenarnya dalam diam-diam saya rasa sebak bila ayah cakap macam tu
Terfikir dalam hati, macam manala saya nak tunaikan hasrat ayah
Sedangkan calonnya pun saya belum ada
Dan selepas putus cinta kali kelima, saya memang pernah menangis teresak-esak sorang-sorang sebab saya sedih sangat
Saya rasa saya dah mencuba sedaya upaya tapi tetap gagal
Saya rasa cemburu melihat orang lain yang mudah saja jalan percintaannya menuju ke perkahwinan dan akhirnya ada keluarga yang bahagia
Lebih cemburu lagi bila tengok baby-baby yang comel (walaupun bila terfikir tentang bersalin ada terselit perasaan takut)
Jadi saya secara tak langsung saya buat persediaan diri
Saya beli buku tentang pregnancy 'What To Expect When You Are Expecting"
sebagai persediaan mental dan pengetahuan
Saya beli buku tentang perhubungan
Saya cuba positifkan minda tentang perkahwinan
Saya cari maklumat tentang apa yang perlu dibuat bila tahu kita dah mengandung dan sebagainya
Saya tanya pengalaman kawan-kawan yang dah melaluinya
Sebab saya tahu perkara pertama yang saya inginkan dari sebuah perkahwinan
Ialah baby yang comel, walau macam mana takut sekalipun saya nak menghadapi proses kelahiran nanti
Saya sendiri rasa saya sudah bersedia dari segi fizikal, mental, emosi dan kewangan untuk berkahwin dan mampu menghadapi cabaran berumahtangga dan bertolak ansur dalam rumah tangga
Oleh itu, saya harap tahun ni Allah temukan dan permudahkanlah urusan jodoh saya
Mungkin ini yang dikatakan orang maksud "sudah sampai seru"
Sampai satu tahap kita rasa kita sudah bersedia untuk ke arah itu
Cuma saya mohon Allah tetapkanlah hati saya untuk berkahwin walau apa jua cabaran dan rintangannya sebelum saya kahwin
Dan kali ni setelah gagal juga dalam perhubungan untuk kali kelima
Saya memang bertekad dalam hati
Saya ingin berkahwin dan mempunyai anak sendiri
Oleh itu, kalau ada pinangan dari lelaki yang baik tahun ini
In Shaa Allah saya akan terima
dan saya tak akan berfikir kedua kali lagi dah
Cukuplah apa yang telah saya harungi dulu
Impian-impian palsu yang tidak kesampaian
Saya tak mahu lagi menoleh ke belakang dan melihat masa silam
Saya ingin bergerak ke hadapan
Menghadapi segala cabaran, rintangan dan kebahagiaan
Apa pun yang berlaku selepas ini saya anggap sebagai sedikit ujian untuk mencapai kebahagiaan dan kepuasan hidup
Saya berazam kali ini saya akan terus berjuang ke hadapan
Meninggalkan masa-masa silam yang tidak kesampaian
Membina kehidupan baru dengan penuh semangat dan kebahagiaan
Cuma saya mohon sekarang pada Allah
Temukanlah saya dengan cinta sejati, jodoh peneman hidup yang terbaik
Sesungguhnya saya berserah dan memohon hanya padaNya
Saya juga berharap moga penyakit kanser mak saya sembuh
Dan ayah juga semakin sihat (ayah diserang strok bulan Jun lalu)
Dan moga rezeki adik saya dan isterinya makin melimpah ruah
Moga saya juga Allah beri kesihatan yang baik
Agar boleh saya jaga diri saya sendiri sebaiknya dan
jaga orang lain
Dan bahagiakanlah kehidupan kami
Serta limpahkanlah rahmat dan rezekimu buat kami
Permudahkanlah Ya Allah
p/s : Saya suka menulis sebab saya rasa dengan menulis, saya mengekspresikan semua perasaan dan keinginan saya..
Moga segala impian jadi kenyataan
My past wishlist that already accomplished...
1) Pass all exams UPSR, PMR and SPM with flying colours - done (yearssssss ago)
2) Entering university - done (even the way is distracted from it's original plan)
3) Looking for life and work experiences - done (worked since 16 years old, during university time i did work to collect money own my own (on holidays), even save some of my ptptn during my studying time for my saving so that i do have some money when i started working)
4) Get job right after graduating - done
5) Start saving money and helping parents right after starts working - done and still doing it
6) Enjoy my worklife, do the best that i could - done and still fighting to do it
7) Enjoy having vacations with friends (I rarely went for vacation when I was a child and a teenager, so this is one of my wish when i enter my worklife) - alhamdullillah, got it
8) Secure my financial for myself
9) Help my parents financially
10) Accompanied parents when hospitalized - this is my responsibility as a child, and alhamdulillah Allah gave me this chance
Not in my wishlist or mind but accomplished
1) Fall in love for the first time at the age of 18 (but broke up later)
Really a challenging and memorable experience that taught me a lot about love, tolerance, patience, boys,life-test, heart broken, frustration, and seeking the guidance of Allah......
2) Been in relationship 5 times already but still not even one happens to end with marriage
3) Got APC in less than 4 years working - alhamdullillah, feeling gratefull for this even though i never thought of it
4)Bought myself a house
I never imagined i can buy a house, when i started working i always wondering how did people managed to buy a house since it is really a big commitment to pay for..but then, allah made it's way for me..finally i have my own house..
This year wish list needed to accomplished
1) I hope my mom heal from cancer
My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer early this year, now she's getting treatment to cure it..
She already had her cancerous cell removed from her breast this June, now she will be starting her radiotherapy treatment..
Luckily for us she didn't need to undergo chemotherapy treatment since her cancer was detected early...
as for financial support for her treatment, we didn't have to worry much even cancer treatment could be very expensive..
we could use GL since I am a government servant (my dad is pesara, and my brother also a government servant)
the treatment is quite good, even though you might need to wait a bit because there are so many people going to get treatment too..but so far, everything's went well...alhamdulillah
2) I wish i meet my soulmate soon and getting marry this year
For the first time in my life, i wish to get marry asap..
I don't know why, but it feels like i need to start thinking about myself and starting my own family
and of course I do wish I will have a baby asap right after i got marry..
I'll be 30 next year (on July) so this is the right time for me to start having a family
i want to get marry cause i want to fill myself with love..
i want someone to love and to be loved
i want children to be loved...
please Ya Allah, meet me with the right person so that i could accomplish this
My wishlist that not accomplished
) Continue master education and complete it before the age of 30
This one seems need to be postponed, since my biggest thought now is to get marry and have kids..
Please Ya Allah, i do wish i meet my soulmate as soon as possible..
so that i could start having my own family as soon as possible too......ameennnnnnnn
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